This took me a week and half to write for creative writing. What this is about is something that has changed me into who I am today.


Doors have been more than opened
They will never close
Ripped off the hinges
Leaving gaping holes
Walls have crumbled
Barriers broken
I have opened my eyes to narcotic logic

Overwhelming emotions unlike I've ever seen
My views of everything are ripping at the seams,
never to be stitched again
Just replaced with
all theses thoughts and emotions are fabrications of my mind
I have a vast understanding, the others are blind
Because of corruption, greed, and fear

I thought these feelings were forever
Minutes, hours pass, how is it still 11:48
Sitting there in my mind, only I am to bate(Shakespeare word for argue)
About things that cannot be explained
Our answers just ask more questions

I cannot sleep, time won't stop moving
At the same time it's frozen still
I lay my head, close my eyes
All I can see are pasterns and shapes
I get up to eat
My smell has become my taste

So far I've been peaking behind the curtain
Waiting for the show to begin
As I take my place the show begins
I get my turn in the spotlight, then it passes
Onto another to speak their mind

All my life I have been peaking and sneaking,
around to the other sides
Now I have the strength and logic to open doors,
tare down walls, and break these barriers,
only for the next generation to stack the stones,
close the doors, raise their shields.

The wall is rebuilt, the doors are shut
The Barriers are up
The fools locked themselves out
They locked me in with all this knowledge