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#1 To write ones thought with.txt
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Things seems so odd, this gift of a great perception. Seeing things far before they appear. Scars mark my body, what is this? Have i truly seen the past present and future, the great cycle of the ever lasting mystery of creation? Si everything around me just a fabrication of a different reality? How is it that my thoughts manifest in the chaos theory of existence? Are these thoughts even mine, or are they implanted sub consciously by another operator or more? Each day is a challenge just to look in the mirror. My character my moral, my knowledge my leadership... This body and the rest of the world talking about the rebirth. is it true what people are leading me to believe myself, or is it my self simply implying and lying behind a false hope of a majority? is the mere thought of the ladder my own or implanted to hinder the inevitable? Could it be that i my self don't want to accept that tittle, and responsibilities? Have i lost hope in people, humanity, is that even for me to judge? i feel a great sadness, but i don't think its my own, its as though i feel the sadness in others, the hope that each one has lost or is losing. i see the world in an apparent perspective that differs from the rest. Things have a light, almost like vectors of a magnet. Each object has a center not only in symmetry but also in balance which are not always the same visual. its almost at times i feel disconnected yet aware and attentive of my surroundings, but my mind is taken to a different location and I'm told valuable information that seems to fit my surroundings. Was this my own, or is it simply a mind program like the ones i have drawn on paper in my quest of understanding my existence. i have seen the end of time in the perspective of the norm, so have several others threw time. A cycle is nearing its end and beginning a new life, you will not be able to hide from it, you can not stop it. For if you have not seen it, you have not looked past your own reflection, your biasness of the commoner next to you. When you, we, all of us, are, have been, and will remain one entity. For it is the prism we are retained, it is the walls we ourselfs create to lock out the world around us. Fear is the number one motivator in life, the fear of failing can even stop you from even attempting something new that would change your life for ever. Fear is masked with anger, for its rage burns the very thought of being afraid out of your mind, but it comes at a price of losing your sight and judgment. Melancholy is the mask we wear over our fear so that we may finally seek joy. When joy is found it is latched onto like a leach and defended with anger because of the fear of losing joy. Joy dulls us from what fear tells us and what anger motivates us to fix in our lifes to achieve joy. ignorance is bliss, it was only after Eve and then Adam ate the apple of knowledge that they became aware of their nudity and became insecure with their own flesh. Their mind racing with so many thoughts of their own existence in which they never considered even pondering with the plethora of materials in the garden. Perhaps they grew bored one day, looking for drama, excitement, something new. They altered their mind with the apple to prevent their scenes from dulling. Even the wealthy here, ones that are waided on at a point or another gets bored with life and seeks a new perspective. Money can't buy happiness, it can allow you to obtain just about every material object on this planet, and even beyond it. Why does it seem so impractical that one could not be reincarnated after death? Play the same movie, game, walk down the road and enter that labyrinth. Feel alive again, know joy because you have known pain. Being in melancholy to a degree just sounds like a doldrum to me, a place where a ship just floats in place for eternity, nothing new to see but a single color, perhaps even a few white specks in the sky? For now my mind will forever ponder on the fact of living in a great mystery.


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This was a nights work while deep in thought pondering the process of human thought and existence. I tried my best to write it from the perspective of the whole and not my own so that as many people as possible could make their own connections to it. As with most art, the beauty in it is what the beholder sees with their own eyes.
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Things seems so odd, this gift of a great perception. Seeing things far before they appear. Scars mark my body, what is this? Have i truly seen the past present and future, the great cycle of the ever lasting mystery of creation? Si everything around me just a fabrication of a different reality? How is it that my thoughts manifest in the chaos theory of existence? Are these thoughts even mine, or are they implanted sub consciously by another operator or more? Each day is a challenge just to look in the mirror. My character my moral, my knowledge my leadership... This body and the rest of the world talking about the rebirth. is it true what people are leading me to believe myself, or is it my self simply implying and lying behind a false hope of a majority? is the mere thought of the ladder my own or implanted to hinder the inevitable? Could it be that i my self don't want to accept that tittle, and responsibilities? Have i lost hope in people, humanity, is that even for me to judge? i feel a great sadness, but i don't think its my own, its as though i feel the sadness in others, the hope that each one has lost or is losing. i see the world in an apparent perspective that differs from the rest. Things have a light, almost like vectors of a magnet. Each object has a center not only in symmetry but also in balance which are not always the same visual. its almost at times i feel disconnected yet aware and attentive of my surroundings, but my mind is taken to a different location and I'm told valuable information that seems to fit my surroundings. Was this my own, or is it simply a mind program like the ones i have drawn on paper in my quest of understanding my existence. i have seen the end of time in the perspective of the norm, so have several others threw time. A cycle is nearing its end and beginning a new life, you will not be able to hide from it, you can not stop it. For if you have not seen it, you have not looked past your own reflection, your biasness of the commoner next to you. When you, we, all of us, are, have been, and will remain one entity. For it is the prism we are retained, it is the walls we ourselfs create to lock out the world around us. Fear is the number one motivator in life, the fear of failing can even stop you from even attempting something new that would change your life for ever. Fear is masked with anger, for its rage burns the very thought of being afraid out of your mind, but it comes at a price of losing your sight and judgment. Melancholy is the mask we wear over our fear so that we may finally seek joy. When joy is found it is latched onto like a leach and defended with anger because of the fear of losing joy. Joy dulls us from what fear tells us and what anger motivates us to fix in our lifes to achieve joy. ignorance is bliss, it was only after Eve and then Adam ate the apple of knowledge that they became aware of their nudity and became insecure with their own flesh. Their mind racing with so many thoughts of their own existence in which they never considered even pondering with the plethora of materials in the garden. Perhaps they grew bored one day, looking for drama, excitement, something new. They altered their mind with the apple to prevent their scenes from dulling. Even the wealthy here, ones that are waided on at a point or another gets bored with life and seeks a new perspective. Money can't buy happiness, it can allow you to obtain just about every material object on this planet, and even beyond it. Why does it seem so impractical that one could not be reincarnated after death? Play the same movie, game, walk down the road and enter that labyrinth. Feel alive again, know joy because you have known pain. Being in melancholy to a degree just sounds like a doldrum to me, a place where a ship just floats in place for eternity, nothing new to see but a single color, perhaps even a few white specks in the sky? For now my mind will forever ponder on the fact of living in a great mystery.

@wiggles - deep! a few thoughts in the same respect+

Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder and where you stand maybe in front one of many facets on what it is you are looking at where others are on another side. Having an open mind, open heart, and the willingness to find common ground is just as good as to question yourself. The contrary, close minded, cold hearted, stubborn, proud, and doesn't reflect on one's actions doesn't learn or grow. This life, world, purpose, faith, has very little meaning wasted or unappreciated. Fear is a common motivator yet one truly motivated through love for self reward is a self starter who leaves things better than the way it was found. Very few know that Adam had a first wife named Lilith, too many edits for reasons have become a practice to keep others at bay... however we must know things in it's entirety to make well informed decisions and to stand on the side/facet we feel is right ourselves. It's a beautiful thing when fact, faith, science, experience, knowledge, and wisdom, agree such as energy does not disappear, it transforms or transfers. Life is truly a miracle, the distance between our planet and the sun is a miracle, some spend a lifetime trying to figure out what makes a miracle tick when some just appreciate the miracle to those who are totally oblivious to anything miraculous. I for one can accept a wide range of mystery, like whoever made beer ~ thanks beers
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I like your thoughts as well, Its not that the fact of living in the UN-known is depressing its just that that's the entertainment in life. You can make expectations predictions of events that could take place but life could always throw that curve ball in there and all that planing wasted. It's simply implying the underlying question of existence and the inevitable end to the repeating cycle of life. People today i feel mask that fear from their lifes and don't fully experience the joys in life. Like said gift of love.

mr_wiggles wrote:Being in melancholy to a degree just sounds like a doldrum to me, a place where a ship just floats in place for eternity, nothing new to see but a single color, perhaps even a few white specks in the sky? For now my mind will forever ponder on the fact of living in a great mystery.

Beauty in it is what the beholder sees with their own eyes.

Why be sad when there is so much stuff to ponder about? Art, science, construction, programming, horticulture, engineering, machining... ect.

This world is full of so many vast objects that even the simple act of watching grass grow becomes an endeavor.
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